Hi everyone. So I’ve been Mia on et posts IG has taken over my brain. Bring deprived from it had me acting like an addict and posting everything there and neglecting all you on here! I’m sorry and will try and balance the two, I’ll be selling Polaroids and posters on my tumblr starting in the next couple weeks! So if you’re wanting something like that inbox me so I know what kind of response to expect,
Openend my mind to what’s inside Flows so freely like tears I’ve cried
The momentary feeling is euphoric
And over lapses emotions of dysphoric
I once was blind but now can see
How I allowed others to control my emotions over me
So now I choose to float so freely
Though not easy it is ideally,
The way we find our happiness
And escape our minds madness
Sometimes I feel like the mass population thinks I’m dumber than I am.
This is excluding the people who I hold close to my heart and know me. Because if you were to question my intelligence around them, they would slap you and inform you that just because I was in instawhore doesn’t mean my brain is pea sized.
See if you Google “Beepss” the first 3 images that come up would make you assume I’m just a dumb slut. I’m saying that In all honesty. A redbull can in between my ass cheeks and my booty out in BSGD panties don’t make you think “GENIUS.” My life choice of being naked on Instagram is something that I cannot escape. Nor do I really want to. I’m not ashamed that I went through a stage of attention whoring and I still really do enjoy being naked. I’m probably naked 90% of my day.
See being smart is lonely. I’m not talking go to university and get a 4.0 smart. I’m talking your brain never turns off and you psychoanalyze the world all the time smart. When you try and relate to people and they have no fucking idea what you’re talking about and look at you like you’re mentally unstable. When In all actuality you have just realized that conforming to the mass populations thought process would be a waste of your life and brain cells.
Being smart and naked really kills you. The majority of the population with their narrow-minded thought process looks at someone like me (naked, dancer, and so on) and assumes that I am not as intelligent as someone studying engineering. When in all actuality if I was in a University, studying and listening to lectures I would probably do just as well as the masses. Society has this misconstrued thought that the “different type” aren’t as smart as the 9-5s or the people who keep their clothes on.
I am weird, different, and bizarre. I am everything that doesn’t fit into the box of normality. This doesn’t make me stupid.
Because I like being naked and have very little regard for the opinions of others. This doesn’t make me less intelligent than the bible-studying nurse next door. If anything she is probably a closeted slut who had to study over time to pass her course.
I’m not searching for validation from others, or a pat on the head and a good job you’re a smart girl. But just because you’ve seen my tits, don’t think your brain is larger than mine. 90% of the time I’ve figured out a solution before you’ve even read the question.